Sometimes when Im alone, I end up thinking too much & I start disagree with everything. I start to make up these silly things in my head that are not true, but claim to believe. Sometimes I have the feeling that everyone is against me. That one small favor is too much. A lot of times, I start to get nervous over silly things & feel sick to my stomach because I dont know what to do anymore about anything. You are everyone I really need to help me with all these thoughts. Yet all I feel is this empty space with me. I want to be okay. I want to stop thinking like this, to stop worrying. To stop making you so frustrated over something so worthless. I really dont feel okay anymore. Im basing my intentions on nonsense. I feel sad, angry, unreasonable, and most of the time, I dont have a reason to why.

Im amazed at how well you do it. How easily amused you can make me. The encouragement, and love you give me on a day to day basis has left me with an unhealthy addiction waiting for more. I think we have gotten to used to each other, to seeing you everyday and being with you almost every second of this beautiful summer, but it never is enough is it? I never prefer to be alone for too long, so apologizes for getting too emotionally attached to your Freckled presence. We’re an odd pair. None of that really matters though. For now hearing you snore on the phone is all the medicine I need.

You may affect life more than you know it. Like a rainbow, you consist of many colors, each color standing for different things: Anger, passion, happiness, sadness. However you are not defined by these colors, but by how you color your own world with them.

I am Young

I say this is the best song that fits their situation right now. I love them both to death, but its so depressing how they cant find the time to love each other. Its sad to see these kind of people with nothing to do, forgotten by their families, only left with a cigarette or a forgotten photo of yesteryear to past time.

" Make no mistake your relationships are the heaviest components in your life. All those negotiations and arguments and secrets, the compromises. The slower we move the faster we die. "

I think the ancient Greeks, I believe, were smart because they idolized imperfections, rather than perfection. Because imperfection is easy to find in life..
but perfection is merely impossible. Its all a matter of how you train your eyes to look, and how you train your brain to think.