Today, I woke up to:
10:20am - Hello How are you?
10:40am - ?
10:43am - Ellen?
11:12am - Nope
11:13am - Oh sorry.
11:31am - Its okay. So, Howsit going?
11:36am - Im fine thanks and yourself? I thought you were my friend from Cali.
11:38am - Well Im trying to finish learning You Found Me by the Fray on piano. Do you know that song? And sorry Im not your friend Ellen.
11:42am - Its fine lol Im Erica. and yes I do!
11:55am - Haha Sweet! Im Esteban.
I love talking to people you dont know, dont you?
Seriously, Last week felt like a million years ago. Annd I sort of lost my glasses..
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
This was supposed to be the Future,
Where is my jetpack,
Where is my robot maid,
Where is my dinner in pill form,
Where is my remote teleporting device,
Where is my flying hydrogen fueled car,
Where is my nuclear powered levitating house?
They lied to us. But thats okay. Were all good.
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe otu of 100 cna. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid. Ptrety Azanmig huh? It dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. yaeh and tehy sya slpeling is ipmorantt..
Where is my jetpack,
Where is my robot maid,
Where is my dinner in pill form,
Where is my remote teleporting device,
Where is my flying hydrogen fueled car,
Where is my nuclear powered levitating house?
They lied to us. But thats okay. Were all good.
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe otu of 100 cna. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid. Ptrety Azanmig huh? It dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. yaeh and tehy sya slpeling is ipmorantt..
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Keep Calm and Carry On
I realized more than ever that we have to work hard for our happiness. There are people with worse situations, I just feel like mine is nothing worth venting about.
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Why hamster why? I am but one poor soul trying to make my way. I do what every decent citizen is supposed to do. I call my grandfather on his birthday. I recycle when there is a recycling bin on my side. I run a modest blog where I try to get up and give a little back to the world.
So why do you have to be such a sould crushing asshole? Its just broccoli, Hamster, Im not really sure why you are all "Broccoli?! Wow, I never expected brocoli!" Everyone knows hamsters love broccoli. Youre not fooling anyone So my only guess as to why you are making that face is that you are actively trying to destroy me. Well screw you, Hamster. Because Ive got the broccoli now. Or something. Shut up.
Please just go.
This isnt new, everyone has these problems. Its just so godamm aggravating. All day long its stress after stress, crap over crap. Its hard to believe we all go through the same things, jest in different situations. But in the end, we still feel like we cant deal with it anymore but that changed. Thanks to a certain someone..
** All day long I think of you, I can't even think of things to do. Knowing all of my dreams come true, hopefully you realize that too. -CWAG
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Why hamster why? I am but one poor soul trying to make my way. I do what every decent citizen is supposed to do. I call my grandfather on his birthday. I recycle when there is a recycling bin on my side. I run a modest blog where I try to get up and give a little back to the world.
So why do you have to be such a sould crushing asshole? Its just broccoli, Hamster, Im not really sure why you are all "Broccoli?! Wow, I never expected brocoli!" Everyone knows hamsters love broccoli. Youre not fooling anyone So my only guess as to why you are making that face is that you are actively trying to destroy me. Well screw you, Hamster. Because Ive got the broccoli now. Or something. Shut up.
Please just go.
This isnt new, everyone has these problems. Its just so godamm aggravating. All day long its stress after stress, crap over crap. Its hard to believe we all go through the same things, jest in different situations. But in the end, we still feel like we cant deal with it anymore but that changed. Thanks to a certain someone..
** All day long I think of you, I can't even think of things to do. Knowing all of my dreams come true, hopefully you realize that too. -CWAG
Saturday, March 14, 2009
TGI Friday
Sorry I havent been posting a lot of blogs lately.I just didn't feel like I have anything to say. I tried to post some a few times, but I could never put my words together, and I'd end up deleting the blog anyways. So, yeah.
So on Friday, haha luckiest Friday the 13th ever. First, We were walking to the Village and I found $3 on the ground and used it to buy some Subway. Yum. But on the way to the Village, we decided to take the shortcut there by going through the Magnolia senior homes. But to go through there, you have to be extra quiet and go past this garden and hop a stone wall to get to the Staples parking lot. But it turns out there were these old ladies just sitting there watching the road at the garden we were supposed to sneak into. They would shout at us going "You kids, what are you doing? you cant to that, blahblabhlahb" I swear, her voice jest made me want to go up and slap her.(She reminded me of my great aunt) But back to the point ha. So we were sorta stuck because we really wanted to go hop the wall but couldnt because those old ladies were there.. watching us. Ehhh, so I get all fed up because 1)The weather was disgusting 2)We didnt know what to do and we were wasting time. So I decide Im going to try and sneak into the garden even with the old ladies there.(They only saw Camerene and Natalie, they didnt see me yet) So I walk past their house planning to run over and jump the fence when the lady says "Little girl, where do you think youre going? blahblah" Who me? "Im going to see my grandma." And yes, they believed me. But my plan was ruined because then I just walked past their house and into a dead end. So now Im seperated from everyone else and at a dead end and cant really go back up the street becuase then those old ladies will know I lied. Shiet. But then I just look around and see this house with a dog (that started barking so loud at me, my god) So I open the backyard gate to that house with the dog right before the neighbors came out and went into their backyard. There was another wall covered with vine there and I just ran to the wall and tried to jump onto the top before I was caught, if I was caught; but I ended up breaking a pot. So I started freaking out, but I tried again and made it over into the Staples parking lot. I felt so ninja afterwards, it was great!
So then, after that I jest met up with everyone else not in the senior homes and found out that Camerene, Natalie and Darren got caught trying to go the same. exact. way. They ended up having to walk all the way back. Seriously, luckiest Friday the 13th.haha Idk So, we hung out at the village till we had to go back to school for the Sound of Music. Which was sorta lamme (I say 4 outta 10) But it was okay because before that, everyone was kinda pissed, but then it was chill. Especially after the play was over. ahahha Oh and I gotta free milkshake, and we found like a condom on the floor of McDonalds. HAHAHAH Ahhhh.. Random.
Annyways, this morning was funnn. Turned out Camerene stuffed the condom in my shoe l:[[ god damm. But after that, it was just nothing. All I do now is nothing. All I ever do now is nothing. I wake up, I shower, I eat, I watch TV, I sleep, I eat again, I Myspace, I blog, I sleep, I watch more TV, I stay up late (why? idk), and then I go to bed. The next day, it starts all over again. I'm not complaining, I love it. Well maybe not. But I feel so useless and full of nothing sometimes, its lame. Annd thats pretty much it. Seeya
So on Friday, haha luckiest Friday the 13th ever. First, We were walking to the Village and I found $3 on the ground and used it to buy some Subway. Yum. But on the way to the Village, we decided to take the shortcut there by going through the Magnolia senior homes. But to go through there, you have to be extra quiet and go past this garden and hop a stone wall to get to the Staples parking lot. But it turns out there were these old ladies just sitting there watching the road at the garden we were supposed to sneak into. They would shout at us going "You kids, what are you doing? you cant to that, blahblabhlahb" I swear, her voice jest made me want to go up and slap her.(She reminded me of my great aunt) But back to the point ha. So we were sorta stuck because we really wanted to go hop the wall but couldnt because those old ladies were there.. watching us. Ehhh, so I get all fed up because 1)The weather was disgusting 2)We didnt know what to do and we were wasting time. So I decide Im going to try and sneak into the garden even with the old ladies there.(They only saw Camerene and Natalie, they didnt see me yet) So I walk past their house planning to run over and jump the fence when the lady says "Little girl, where do you think youre going? blahblah" Who me? "Im going to see my grandma." And yes, they believed me. But my plan was ruined because then I just walked past their house and into a dead end. So now Im seperated from everyone else and at a dead end and cant really go back up the street becuase then those old ladies will know I lied. Shiet. But then I just look around and see this house with a dog (that started barking so loud at me, my god) So I open the backyard gate to that house with the dog right before the neighbors came out and went into their backyard. There was another wall covered with vine there and I just ran to the wall and tried to jump onto the top before I was caught, if I was caught; but I ended up breaking a pot. So I started freaking out, but I tried again and made it over into the Staples parking lot. I felt so ninja afterwards, it was great!
So then, after that I jest met up with everyone else not in the senior homes and found out that Camerene, Natalie and Darren got caught trying to go the same. exact. way. They ended up having to walk all the way back. Seriously, luckiest Friday the 13th.haha Idk So, we hung out at the village till we had to go back to school for the Sound of Music. Which was sorta lamme (I say 4 outta 10) But it was okay because before that, everyone was kinda pissed, but then it was chill. Especially after the play was over. ahahha Oh and I gotta free milkshake, and we found like a condom on the floor of McDonalds. HAHAHAH Ahhhh.. Random.
Annyways, this morning was funnn. Turned out Camerene stuffed the condom in my shoe l:[[ god damm. But after that, it was just nothing. All I do now is nothing. All I ever do now is nothing. I wake up, I shower, I eat, I watch TV, I sleep, I eat again, I Myspace, I blog, I sleep, I watch more TV, I stay up late (why? idk), and then I go to bed. The next day, it starts all over again. I'm not complaining, I love it. Well maybe not. But I feel so useless and full of nothing sometimes, its lame. Annd thats pretty much it. Seeya
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
I Breath Life, For Real
I hate it when you think too much about something but its all you can help think about. I always feel like im lost in translation and its really annoying. When I dont talk, its mostly because I dont want to talk or I dont know what to talk about. But then they worry and question and blahblahh, when there really is nothing to worry and question about. Itd be really easy if things could be infinite and fun all the time and that I wouldnt be the one to ruin it all. But thats just asking for something too great.
Today was another spontaneous day, filled with stupid things happening to me. But at the same time it kind of made me feel better. I realized I have to stop thinking so much. Because I saw how great this all was and it helped me see that all that I am doing is wasting my time. It wasn’t too fun, but then I think about it from a different point, and see that all that worrying was JUST a time spent worrying that didnt really help.. Annnnd there I go with thinking too much again. =((
Annyways, I should really be studying for this History benchmark tomorrow. Buut I dont feel like it. Yet I still have to, and that gets pretty annoying. I wish it would just disappear and leave me alone. What if I float away and never come back? The test would still happen tomorrow. Sigh..
Today was another spontaneous day, filled with stupid things happening to me. But at the same time it kind of made me feel better. I realized I have to stop thinking so much. Because I saw how great this all was and it helped me see that all that I am doing is wasting my time. It wasn’t too fun, but then I think about it from a different point, and see that all that worrying was JUST a time spent worrying that didnt really help.. Annnnd there I go with thinking too much again. =((
Annyways, I should really be studying for this History benchmark tomorrow. Buut I dont feel like it. Yet I still have to, and that gets pretty annoying. I wish it would just disappear and leave me alone. What if I float away and never come back? The test would still happen tomorrow. Sigh..
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Tired of Being Tired
So I called Grandpa Yong today. At first he sounds sad when he picks up the phone, but when he hears its me, he gets all happy. Im jealous. Its so easy to make him happy. We were talking and I asked how he was. "Oh Im fine, dont worry about me." Then he started coughing. 'You sure?' I worry, 'are you okay? Nothing new right?' "Ahh dont worry about it, and I have nothing important to do anyways. Im really happy you called though" He seems so carefree. "I was waiting for youre call, but if not I was going to go to my friend on the 7th floor who has a TV" Wow really? I reply. Grandpa Yong doesnt have a TV btw, and its not very often he could watch. "Yeah, all he ever does is watch TV everyday. Whenever I see him, hes always at his couch watching TV, I never see him anywhere else." I miss my carefree grandpa.
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