HBday Foolio

Discussions about meaningless futures + Apples & Gummy Bears + Phoenix + Hugs + Plans + ice cream bday cake = Day

blah, blah, blah, my day was wonderful! But yesterday was lame.I barely passed through first day of SAT classes. Yet then again, my class is actually really very chill so I dont really mind... minus the work and staying there almost half my winter break wasting my life when I should be snowboarding or going to Space Mountain.

“ Mom, i shouldve been born epic. "

Why am I blogging? I have an essay to write, and its tomorrow already, shiet. My eyes feel like 500 pounds that just want to shut and sleep.

hrrmm. Well, Goonighshla!

Ouh and I almost forgot, started FFX today. So far its not that great, I dont know what youre talking about. Graphics are tres degoutant.


Mmm yep, there I go wanting things again.. Kay bye!!

Christmas List

If theres one thing Id ever ask from you guys this year is for a tetris game. Get me a handheld tetris game & I swear Ill love you forever. You know, those ones we all used to have when we were young 90s gameboy fans, yah those.

Hells Yesh

After last night, I realize more than ever that I really freaking love Phoenix. First concert and I swear it was the best. White Rabbits, Vampire Weekend, Metric, Muse, PHOENIX all in one night. What more could you ask for? But next time you decide to go to kroqs almost acoustic, remember to bring your fucking camera and not be a noob like me and forget it thinking you might miss out on the show when it actually starts at 6 even though the ticket said 5. Freak! Anyways, I swear Im love with Phoenix.
~I lost my purple tetris game..

Late Late Start

Today consisted of Robeks, frost windows, wet shoes, homework, and the infinite trip to the mountains. It was so beautiful and dreamlike. Taking a day off makes me realize that the world beyond Walnut reach is where I want to be. But everyday, all I can do is just sit in class and daydream, routine after routine. So why not do something different for once? Just blast those psychedelic tunes on your way to there and its just pure perfection. It just takes you away for a few 6 hours but thats all we really needed. Its nice to see something beautiful after a long dry summer & its hard to believe Walnut December actually looks like this, doesnt it?

Uhmazeing

So I woke up early and no one left any cars at the house. Sweet.

I find these pictures and videos after wasting my time searching the web, time I could have spent actually doing something. I tend to do this a lot when I have a lot of homework. But thats okay, because when I do find something great, it feels like Ive accomplished something. Lame I know. && any of these photosEtc are by no means mine.

The Mozart of Pickpockets
Things just can't go right for Richard and Philippe, a pair of inept thieves. That is until they open their hearts and home up to a wide-eyed immigrant land. 2008 Academy Award Winner - Best Short Film. (heck yes!)


The Beatles//The Smiths

David Bowie// Beach Boys

Yep, thats about it. Im going to go watch Harry Potter now.

Here ya go

Mcdonalds sold their softserves like this in Korea apparently.

Visual Phenomenahh

I am currently obsessing with my Whitest Boy Alive phase. I cant help it, theyre sounds are just so deliciously appealing and nice, I can just loose myself in their music.


“Know what's weird? Day by day, nothing seems to change. But pretty soon, everything's different.” -Bill Watterson (is the Shiet btw)

Oh and Happy PREMIER DECEMBRE! Best weather month I swear.

Chino Friday

One more month till CHRISTMAS FOOLIOS! This is gonna be about my friday, even though Im posting on a sunday. Mostly cause I forgot what I was going to post about. I hate it when you have a great idea, so amazing (& you know its amazing too) then you get all excited and before you can share your idea to the world, you forget it. Shiet. I remember it was a very intense idea too that you would love to read but I forget. Sad how those amazing ideas never last.

So I went to bed pretty late last morning and I couldnt really sleep. I probably spent about half my life tossing myself to unconsciousness. Thats why this morning I woke up with that feeling of when you stand up and all the blood rushes to your head and you feel dizzy.Then it feels like time is moving in slow motion and you just fall back down and get your head together and then that feeling is gone as fast as it started. You know that feeling?

I love the days of happy smiles and just plain fun friend bonding time. Days like today. (minus the sleepless feelings and Shawnas being sick) Therefore, Ill have to say Black Friday was pretty funno annnd thanksgiving was like it always is. Yaknow.

But its sunday now and every time I sit down I’m asked why I’m not studying. Goodness, Its vacation, stop with the questions.

Agh. Complaints.

Well all you people, stop reading blogs and go outside! Its about our last day of Thanksgiving break and Im gonna go spend it baking cookies and all. Until then!

Heyyo

I think, I know, and I really realize that Im becoming a Bloghead. Maybe even a Youchoober, and slightly googledead. So why is everyone switching to tumblr?? Okay. Tonight means today. Dont bother understanding this one blog. Hmm lets see, ouh yeah, hung out with them friends for funfun friday all the way till Saturday morning so I ended up waking up at during late Sunday PMs again. Ive been doing that a lot lately, I guess I should schhhtop. But I do love waking up feeling SUPERDUPERDELIOUS though(<---Haaaa). I think it was Saturday. Nevermind that, we hung out at 1 AM Yeah it was late that time. But it was fun. Watched new moon. Of course. waat the hayel is all I have to say. No details.

Enuff said, what a small blogg. Im off to get some sleepums. (How in the hell did my bathtub get so distusting?)

November 15 in 2012

Quick Note -------
It was a fantastical night. I woke up this morning and the first thing I thought "today is gonna be a good day" & it was. I finished my work yesterday so I basically spent the whole day crashing at home till woke up again for 2012. Why is it that all the fantastic movies are only shown in selected hollywood theaters? well thats okay since 2012 wasnt so bad. Jest now I just feel like the worlds gonna blow up any second now that Ive seen it get destroyed once.

Ill have to tell you that I might be taking a break from blogging for awhile since my grades are not very asian at the moment. Its turning my mother into a nagging parental beast, its getting a bit annoying. She says I should get a tutor, should I get a tutor? I think not.

Agh I keep forgeting todasys sunday. I really just wish today was yesterday so I wont have to think about tommorows shitty monday feeling.Ouh well so now I sit here waiting for laundry to dry while I search up more pictures of beautiful people. I really think its becoming a new phase. My back is aching from too much blogging, so until then good nightlah.

&& why does laundry take the whole day? Ehh I think I poured too much bleach into my second load. Dammit. (two blogss in one! Yay!)

8th Grade Emails

KC wrote:
Well not if he becomes a fat turd no.

what happened?? ..you okay? Did he do something to hurt you??? cause if he did... IM GONNA FREAK HIS ASS!!

CCTY wrote:
nooooo, you just think you have to do that. haha and no you don't dream about it at all
you actually start thinking about them nonstop... especially when you're dating someone that lives 1000 miles away from you and in a different state too. and you fell in love with this dood
haha thats when it starts to get complicated :( but i care about him so i'll go through hell for him :D would you ever EVER do that for a guy?

KC wrote:
yeah.. but that also means i have to dream bout it. im not the one in a RELATIONSHIP here. haha

CCTY wrote:
too bad you don't have to deal with it :/

KC wrote:
Yeah im glad I probably wont ever have to deal with this, Im sorry you do.

CCTY wrote:
no its something he didn't do. but we talked it through and i love him even more now. haha i guess i'm just the one who's stupid. come back soon please

KC wrote:
Oh..okay forget bout the whole "kicking ass" thing then xD eheh Gaad i freaking hate this place. get me out of here!

CCTY wrote:
dont worry. ill see you soon.

--Do you remember this? Its misleading, but I guess it 'helps explain a lot from whats happened. Hi I failed miserably. But ohhh well it was all done in a big rush over a few nights, I made a fatal error also so that explains a bit. I know better or next time now though don't I?

The Great Urban Escape Plan

Stfu And let me waste my time on facebook. Gosh. I wish things could simply be fun and fancy free. The weather has been really amazing lately but of course only after school ends, nothing that good can last this long. Tomorrow is going to be hot again. Or today. But oh well.

I want to stay another season. . To see winter upon this sorry land now. The weathers been like my days. In the morning its really delicious and cold, even the sight of the sun isnt so bad. But then, it creeps up and destroys my day, making it feel so long and endless. I think it starts around 4th period. Then the lunch bell rings and usually Id be in a good mood, but the sun comes out all the way with full blast and shits me in the eye. And then I dont feel so wonderful anymore thus forward, and I go home with a tired look on my face. But thats okay cause I end up taking a nap and I wake up feeling amazing. Then I realize I still have homework. And the cycle repeats. Those of us who find new life and new energy when the twilight hours hit all know what I mean. We spend all light hours behind desks, letting life pass us by in a futile attempt to earn a good enough grade to impress our parents. I showed you this before.

Today I am loving these late night conversations. I just want more of the night.
Today I am hating the impossible Chem test I still didnt study for yet. Ahhh Good whatever.

He looks like Mr Deshan I swear.

November Friday(s)

I really cannot comprehend how I feel at this exact moment, and yet Im completely intoxicated with happiness. But these questions.. these things left unanswered, it has left me captivated by its nameless, hidden parts. All I do is think and think and urge to know the interpretation of the unknown. Just to take two seconds and realize how two faced our lives could be.

We have this sense of longing for love and for stability. We search for the knowledge of what we dont know and then pretend as if we do understand it all. With longing, there is regret, forgiveness, patience, and surprise. It constantly changes and undoubtingly always will. We crave for places weve never been and aspire to know their meanings. Hoping that one day we will experience that eternal bliss. Nothing is gained from worry, or hope anymore. We realize we can never give up longing and wishing in this life. No matter how hard we try.. Its almost impossible. Theres always going to be those instances where we think all we do is wrong, maybe though there is some truth in that-- thinking that it may be something to forget and banish. Something to never look back on again...

In the midst of it all i feel like my life is spinning. Some good spins and some bad. But im just taking everything in. Taking all the shit thats been thrown my way & dealing with it. Being thankful when my life is just simple. Somewhat. But, everyday is a never ending reminder that nothing feels right anymore. Day by day i really become more at a lost of what to feel. Maybe im just faking my happiness. You say time heals all, it doesnt seem right though. This school year is already almost halfway over and it makes me realize how fast life by. I cant wait though, until I can graduate from high school and be on my own.. doing my own things & living my own life. Exploring the world. But at this moment, im on a crossroad, trying to figure out which path to take.. I choose to just forget about it all. I just wanna live & it shouldnt matter if i screw up. Right... ? I have the rest of my life to be serious and grow up. But for now.. screw it. I'm gonna do what im gonna do. No regrets.

Confuzzled

The big bright yellow sun is back again. Hopefully not for long, this morning weather is perfect as it is. Just not later on.

So Ive been having this constant feeling/routine in my day where youre up then youre down. You feel great, everything that is wrong is just gone. You think everything is okay, that you got through it all. Then you start to somewhat think youre okay & soon its right up front in your face again. Youre terrified to feel it repeatedly. All you want is just to do what you want or what makes you happy, but apparently thats not enough. Its like you cant stay one thing, you cant be happy the whole day when you end up feeling like shit by the end of it. Youre like the freaking weather. Ever get that feeling? You can only hold up for so long.

Fukk, My mind is everywhere at the moment. There are so many things I wish I could have told you. Things I want you to realize and know. And now everything is all confuzzled and now its too late and I think Im starting to forget myself. Whats the matter with me? I just dont know what to do or what I want anymore. Im getting sick of waiting, or people nagging me to do what I want or dont want. I dont know whwat i fucking want. Yah I have a major major headache and everything aches. I am not at the greatest mood right now and I cant keep my eyes open. I feel as if in the next second Ill collapse. Mmm, Ill go take a very long nap now..

Chuck Norris Is The Reason Why Waldos Hiding

I think it started in the 90's. The 90s on a whole had no defining style, no independence what so ever. Unlike the the 80s, 70s, 60s etc, the 90s had wasnt really an era of new things. I suppose rave, but even that has been done better in recent years with the wave of nu rave and the resurgence of new wave and indie art rock bands.

I think what it is that I noticed about the 90s, my childhood, the decade I will look back on and say, yeah thats when I traveled here, this was when I was young and had the freaking time of my life, its quite simply boring. Everythings digital, cheap or cheaper or buy one get one free. Nothing is worth any value anymore, individuality, act and re-create music that sounds as if it would fit in a different decade all together.

Our generation has run out of new ideas. Everything is a fake version of something older. Try and hold and appreciate an illegally downloaded MP3. but even collecting records is cliche? Come on now.

the only orginal thing I think our generation created was its own language. LOL ROFL BRB OMG! And all the while, Id have to say, life.. isnt so bad. But its not great either. I want to go to so many places. & do so many things. Its just this one thing thats holding me back. I just need more excitement I guess.. Im craving some apple juice boxes right now.

Before I Forget

Microphone

Slow down, you are out of control
One of us is right, and one of us is wrong
And, I know that you're not coming home
There's nowhere to park, after it gets dark, yeah
Can't tell what I want when you sing
So keep it to yourself, I haven't missed anything

You are my voice, my microphone
You are my voice, so take me on
You are my voice

Slow down, you are out of control
It could be so easy if it didn't feel so wrong
And, warmed up and your hair is too long
What if I was young? What if I was younger?
And so, finally she showed
I never should have asked, it was a long time ago

You are my voice, my microphone
You are my voice, so take me on

One of us is right, and one of us is wrong
(This is not significant in anyway, I just love this so much)

Happy 15th

9 months already. Haa funny story. Its kinda unbelievable. Im in this mood where i really dont care about anything at all. Maybe its the nutella. My thoughts have been so insane lately. Im not even sure where I get these thoughts from. But ahh, I am not a very good blogger at the moment. Busy with school and such. Still, I haven't been so chilled in a long time. But I am keeping a secret from the world. And its just now slipping out.. What can I do? Ive realized that no matter how hard you plan for something its never gonna go the way you want it.

I know youve had it pretty hard these days. And I really do worry about you. I know that you got it covered. That youll make it out. But its just not fair. I didnt get enough time with you. If I could, I would kill them, no lie. You really do not deserve any of this. Im worried and I know you would say I don't need to be. But I am and I always will.

Anyways I think the only thing keeping me alive these days are the weekends. Its hard to focus on whats going on when all you really just want to do is sleep. Lay down and disconnect. I just want to learn how to dissapear completely until class is over and then I can get back to my daydreaming. FRIDAY PLEASE COME ALREADY.

Deadline

Life can be such a fuck up sometimes.

Relaxing Sunday

Today was a beautiful day. I woke up to the cold for once and For once, it stayed that way. Its too bad I had to spend most of this beautiful day inside white walls filling bubbles on an endless answer sheet. But thats okay because today was the perfect day to catch up. On everything, and my sleep.

"Uncomfortable silences. Why do we feel it's necessary to yak about bullshit in order to be comfortable? That's when you know you've found somebody really special, you can just shut the fuck up for a minute and comfortably enjoy the silence." -Pulp Fiction (Just try watching it) Ahh October already?



I think I have a problem. Well its been a problem since early last year but lately its been getting worse. My procrastination is starting to hit me more than ever this year and I cant stop. I really cant help it, its just so much funner searching youtube videos than choosing to finish some pointless vocab sentences.

Facebook Insomnia

I wouldnt say I have it. But if you start to feel endlessly tired during the day and refuse to sleep so you could take 500 quizzes on Facebook when all the world is dead, Id think there would be something going on. Its amazing how these quizzes are taken with the only purpose to tell us more of who we are. Or remind us. But as for me, Im still finding myself.. How cliche.

You have been living for 15 years, 4 months, and 27 days.
Your age in months - 184 months
Your age in weeks - 804 weeks
Your age in days - 5629 days
Your age in hours - 135096 hours
Your age in minutes - 8105760 minutes
Your age in seconds - 486345600 seconds
You've seen 3 leap years. (Really? Its been that short? I thought Id live longer)

Zodiac Profile- Taurus
If you are Taurus:
You are an extremely gentle and caring lover. You are totally loyal in your relationships. You prefer to be in a serious relationship. You are a very understanding lover. You love to be pampered by your loved one. At times, you get very possessive about your partner. Your partner loves you for the intimacy and affection you show. You are a tender lover and do not show too much aggression. You tend to be open in your relationships. You do not hide things from your partner and expect the same in return. (Wowowow this is epically very correct)

Right Brained
Right brains are creative, emotional, intuitive, subjective, and non-verbal. You are a dreamer. (I AM a dreamer!)

You’re soul is gold, the colour of goodness, bravery and leadership. Gold souls are warm and friendly to anyone around them. They make anyone feel welcome and treat everyone as an equal. Their good deeds make them popular all around and many people go to them for help, advice, or even just a good chat. Gold souls will always put others before themselves.

However, gold souls will often neglect their own emotions as they so often act on what will make others happy.

Although you may want to please everyone all the time, stop and think of your actions. Does it make you happy or are you living with a terrible sadness while others around you walk away happy? Do something for yourself once in a while. Look out for number 1! (How did you know?)

Born on the 2nd
You are a very helpful person. You make friends easily. You tend to be very loving and caring in your relationships. You are very optimistic and confident about the things you do. This is a quality which will help you to get ahead of others in life. (Please, I read this all the time in my fortune cookie)

100% Taurus
You possess most of the qualities of Taurus. You are a true Taurean. (Sweet)

Since your birth 5629 days ago,
Your heart has beat more than 583614720 times.
Your heart has pumped more than 42611530 litres or 11258000 gallons of blood.
Your kidneys have filtered more than 956930 litres or 253305 gallons of blood.
You have breathed more than 121586400 times.
You have inhaled more than 58592261 litres or 61919000 quarts of air.
Your breathing has generated more than 5066.1 kg or 11168.65 pounds of Carbon dioxide.
You have blinked more than 75653760 times.
Your mouth has produced more than 5347.55 litres or 1407.25 gallons of saliva.
Your body has shed more than 10469.94 grams or 23.08 pounds of skin.
You have lost more than 562900 strands of hair.
If you hadn't taken single haircut, your hair would be more than 93.08 inches long today.
If you hadn't cut your fingernails a single time, they would be more than 18.5757 inches long today.
If you hadn't cut your toenails a single time, they would be more than 10.6951 inches long today. (Gross..)

Congratulations you got your luckiness percent for today and you are 17 percent lucky today! (come back tomorrow to see how lucky you are!) (Wtf why? Well it did feel less than 17%..)

How Awesome Will Tomorrow Be?
Result: 88% (Awesome)

Okay thats it, Im bored again. Goodnight!

Comme Ci Comme Ça

I brought M&Ms to school today.

They gave me a stomache ache, drat!

But I still ate them anyway. Hah

I love M&Ms.

*Well Its like a party in my locker now, so empty.

I dont even use it now, but I have nothing better to do than go to my locker during passing period.

Except serenade songs throughout school with my uke.

Which is always fun.

**Today my mom gave me detention.

Haha not really, but theres this new bitch in the library and she took away my phone.

Bitch.

So we followed the lady to the office where she gave my phone to another lady in the office.

That lady's a bitch too. Btw.

I thought she would be nice and give my phone back, but she just gave me the stink eye and held my phone till my GLC came.

I am the best liar in the world, so now I have detention tomorrow.

Which is not bad since detention is actually pretty fun.

Phone lectures + bitchy new librarians = Lmfao

*** I think I did pretty mighty fine on the Algebra test today! Hopefully it will raise my C.

**** J'adore ma classe de français!

But thats about it...

***** It is too late and I should be finishing my presentation for tomorrow, I spent the longest time doing homework that is not even due tomorrow. Eh, you can say today was an eventful lundi. Gnight!

The Ultimate Staring Contest

I just experienced Lord of the Flies this weekend. And the day hasnt even started. I am truly loving these class discussions that "Man is essentially evil and when given the opportunity, will do the wrong thing." It is unbelievably amazing to how true that statement can be.

Why is it that to have fun, our world demands money? You want a nice lunch out, you need money. You want to go out for a movie, again, money. You want to gaze at the night galaxy, gas money. Dam. This is why I pick up every penny, nickel my asian eyes fall upon. I go for any type of change I can find when I find it. Im just like that.

Other than that, I think I need a tutor. Who knew honors classes were going to put me to this. Lord, give me the inspiration I need to keep me sane. Thank god for a month and a half though!

*You are starting to really piss the fucking shit out of me.

Thank Mother of God

Bad things are always easier to believe. Ever notice that? It always seems just as soon as things are going good..just as soon as life takes a turn for the best, everything goes wrong. You get lost and all messed up. and then you crash and just have to sit there, cause you dont have the strength to get up. I know these last months have been hard, I know, you made sure of it. At first, I was confused, angry, and for awhile there I even lost my complete faith in you. I even cursed you every day for letting this madness destroy me every second I had to live with the thought. But now I can see why you did this, why you made me go through all this grief and fucked up heartbreak (no offense). Weve talked about the idea about how you tend to do things for a reason and now, Im starting to see a reason and to why youre causing all this sadness in the first place. I see your plan now, and Im hoping with everything that whatever more surprises you have in store does work out.

on a brighter note, WHS WON BRANDING IRON! First win in say.. 8 years? Really 8 years? That was September 11, 2001 (I swear its a sign) Its sad, we dont even have a moment of silence for this day anymore.. although it was a horrible time that I dont even remember, we should still take the time to acknowledge it. Even for at least one moment. But WHS WON WHS WON WHS WON!! I never thought Id be the the one to have school spirit, but we won 44 to 20. It was a good game and the day ended with good company and a good feel in the air. I mostly went only for extra credit, but I couldnt find my dam teacher, sos hopefully shell accept my crapass phone pictures of the scoreboard for now.. Also, I really really want to join Track this year. But I cant (well techniqually I cant) because of the schedule changes. Since track is 6th and Id have to switch my 6th period to my first, Im actually pretty fine with that. But the problem is, Lim 1 is packed to the fullest and if I cant get in, then no track for me. Shiet. Guess next year then.. But now Im all hyped up for tomorrow. Gnight

Im on the search for the Worlds Best Toothpaste, suggestions? So far Colgate and sensodyne are off my list. But Im looking for anything thatll keep your smile minty fresh & white all day long.

Suprise Suprise

Tired from a long day of school, I walk around after for awhile to find that my parents decide to buy a used Chrysler SUV for 2500 without my knowing. It is tatooed with dents and scratch marks, the doors dont work and it is the color of egg whites; but other than that, we got another car. Oh boy.. Well at least its spacious and theres AC and a working radio/ CD player. And in two years, these new wheels will be mine. Muaha. Fak.

This Present Chaos Is Madness

Sometimes, You don’t realize how much you could love something until you lose it.

What is it with you and your constant middle fingers to my life? Is it something I did? Because if it is, Ill gladly stop, whatever it is. As long as my mind stops crossing into a meaningless whirl of confusion, I will gladly stop.

The Fuu

"Why is it when life gives you something great and makes it important, they snatch it away?" I hate these life quotes. But hopefully all will be good and it wont be as sweaty at night when we go to sleep.

Today Camerene and I took a route under the hundred degree sun, shielding away the nosy eyes of the passing town watching us run our troubles away. Constantly going in and out of extreme temperatures, I think I might get sick. Or is it just me? Neh, I hate tiny shoes in hot weather, they screw up your feet like you would never believe. & it still smells like hemp oil..

I’ve only been back at school since the 24th, and I already feel like its been a year. School makes me depressed. Or more of just this apathetic feeling you just want to get over with and forget. But Id have to say its pretty good. Im more hyper than usual.. Most people would say that they miss their late mornings and spontaneous times to have no end. This summer was amazing, but Id say I just miss last year; The memories I wish so much to experience again. It was a time we felt so much more full of shine, you practically radiated happiness. But I am craving another plane of existence that exists only in the past. Im just wasting my time. Time just needs to fast forward to December, or whenever that special day comes. Then maybe Ill get to see the shine in things again. But for now, we have to return to a school life of eat, sleep, repeat. How much more depressing can that get?

Ahh, Well Good night! Time to get started on my homework.

Eight Long Days

When everyday life seems so tainted with negativity and you want to wipe it off of yourself, there's usually something or someone who can do that for you pretty easily. I look to one of many inspirations. And you, who is very much missed, are the dream I never want to wake from. Living a tragic story that perhaps happens only in the movies. I find the world's universal ideas of what is sensible very fucked up. Leaving me at the end of the day with confused thoughts. A lot of confusing things are happening this summer, but Id still have to say it IS the best one yet. I guess the worst way to miss someone is when you realize you can't have them and might never see them again. But no worries! I'm currently in a wonderful mood despite to my train of thought and well being.

So Im finally back from our spontaneous trip to Orlando/ Bahamas. It was relaxing and almost everything Id imagined it to be and still is. Id recap everything in this post but I dont think I would have enough interest to. Kbye!

"Isnt the weather here in Florida amazing? Its a great place because Im the type of person who likes 90 degree humidity to rain at unknown times for only 5 minutes, Only to blow hurricane winds straight back to my ass." -Phil Tag

I WANT IT

Converse Skidgrip - Expo Okinawa (Article)
Thanks to the Jams edition, the Converse Skidgrip is officially back on the map. The shoe features a pretty simple design, but with colorways like these, you could never say they are boring. Converse has just released a new Skidgrip model as part of their ongoing Expo Okinawa collection. The shoe features a black toe box with the remainder of the upper covered by a colorful gradient scheme that features warm colors on the outer half of the shoe with cool colors on the inner section. Merging shades of pink, purple and orange cover one half with blue, green and purple on the opposing side. A clean white midsole and laces help to balance out the color overload of the upper. If you are looking for a bold style to show off this spring, you can pick up a pair of these now at Flauge.

I Absolutely

adore the world wide mind of the internet. Easy access to anything just a click away. Really, anything you need to know or look up, its just. right. there. At the whir of you computer. Thanks to the Amazingly wonderful note I found (courtesy of google) ..I have hope again. I guess all that pain and worry was for nothing after all! Whoever thought of the internet & google searches, High five! Kbye.

Accentuate the Positive

I Hate Facebook

Why the hell does everyone have a Facebook? Whats so wrong about Myspace? Or Blogger vs Tumblr, but its not as bad as Facebook. You cant even put your own songs on there or personalize it whatsoever. And everyone can read your comments. But everyone I know is leaving and they only all use Facebook. So Yes, I made one. SIGH. I dont know how this works, but come and find it if you have one.

^ Thats a rhetorical question you guys.

Looking Forward To

AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th
Finally some time away, with a refreshing 8 days ahead. You can say its been on my mind lately.

Ive managed to deal with the last two long ass days of DB Competitions over the weekend. Its 2 AM and everyone is dead asleep, which I should be too, but I feel like updating on my weekend first. These last few days were ordinary being exhausting, indecisive, and dramatic all at once. But still fun and pretty productive.

Thursday morning till the afternoon we went all throughout the town thinking of what to do when they finally leave to eat at Claim Jumpers, hang around SamAsh, and mini golf at Speedzone (waste of $6). Friday after more indecisive planning and a small delicious IHOP breakfast, we left for Six Flags pretty late and stayed there pretty much till the park closed. There were the FML moments and many nice ones but the day ended at Marquies house. It was relaxing then even though I was dead tired riding 3 rides with 5 hour waiting lines. Ah. We didnt get to see KevJumba and them though, sos sorta missed out on that. I got home a little too late, which wasnt enough time for the DB competions for the next two days. My mom woke me up supa hella early in the morning for Saturday and today to get ready even though our race started at noon. Eeh. But the good company and free food helped the hot beach breeze cool us off and keep everyone focused. So we managed to get a winning place in our races. I tried to catch up on my sleep when I got home, learn some new uke songs, and found so much more new better music I really cannot stop listening to right now. John Mayers "Stop This Train" has been on my repeat list for the whole competition. aha Our team went bowling to celebrate the end of the Races (which took all hella day long), yet here I am wide awake when Im supposed to be sound sleep and dreaming. But thats about it, Good 3:48 AM!

*Current State: "Alright" by Tree 63. You my dear friend are one strange soul indeed.

**Excuse the shitty Pixel Quality

New Phase?

Why does this keep happening? This constant feeling of overwhelming realization that nothing will ever work out. Nothing will ever be better. There will be a time when we have only memories to cling to, so I know I have to accept what I have now. "But in our quest for our material wealth, money is money is money but love is divine." Isnt that so?

*Tie Dye, Im going to tie dye the world! Yay

Ikea & Crazy DejaVu

I tried finding new shoes today at Pasadena, but that sorta didnt work out. But I got a few new cookies! Woo. Alright, I was amazingly craving chocolate today sos Cam and I went off to Stator Bros to get some toaster strudel, Rollos & Sour Patch afterwards. We ended up making dinner at mah house watching the Sense & Sensibility movie we also got down at SB. So chilling at my house with the nice AC till Marquie calls and tells us were going to Ikea. FINALLY, so off to Ikea. Now that I think about it, their swedish meatballs look dam delicious. I had no idea why, but I was hit with this overwhelming feeling of euphoria on our way there. I started getting all hyped up and whatnot jumping around from couch to table there, I kept getting stink eyes from the workeres. Ha! I think it was the delicious Rollos.. But we all explored the huge place till Cam had to go set a toilet bomb, so us two got seperated from everyone. Hha, then cart racing tea cup rides all over Ikea later.

Afterwards, we all went back to my place to finish the rest of my healthy choice fudge bars to find that I apparently knew Yang Yang before I even knew him. Reading this post http://kaycyong.blogspot.com/2009_02_01_archive.html#2817073017184413247, I never knew that family was actually the family of Yangs. When we got to my house, Uncle Jeff saw Yang Yang and exploded with welcome explaining he came to our house before. It was confusing at first but then I remembered that time they DID come to eat dinner with us before. I thought about it and freaked out saying "THAT WAS YOU?!" I swear, This is some crazy DejaVu! Its like when I found out about Shawnas mom.. Yang was thinking about it and even remembered that he watched Aladdin and that I was wearing my happyface shirt that day. I didnt even realize it was him, he just seemed different in my memory. I guess we do meet some of the strangers we never believe would ever see again. That just goes to show how crazy and connected we all are. ha
*These memories without you might as well not be anything but plain sad memories.

Long Weekend (in the next 3 posts)

Why in the world are all the movies worth watching Rated R?

Well I cleaned my room last morning so that was an improvement. "God Kyra, youre rooms getting messier everyday, its like things dont matter to you anymore!" ..in a way, they dont. I actually got a lot finished last morning, night,whatever youd like to call it. Everyones leaving this summer, so much has happened in the last few days, but Im too exhausted to type it out (MadTV on the side) so Ill show it through pictures. I really need a camera.

Saturday 7/25: Cymones leaving forever August 4 for Arkansas =( So Lunch at Macaroni Grill, Target, then Puente for her goodbye getogether before the big day. After that, off to LA to watch Fiddler on the Roof with the family. It was pretty amazing, it was just like the movie since it was Topols last showing before his retirement. I still cant believe he was in the original movie and is still as amazing today 40 years later. We even got ochestra seats hella close to the stage for the best price too! I absolutely adore the musical feel. Except for the bathroom line that was 5 miles long during the intermission. Eh.