Wowowowowow, I hate it when things turn out the complete opposite of what theyre supposed to. Fakfakfak..

Bonne Année guys. Lets hope this years better than the last.

Im supposed to be getting ready for some eye doctor appointment, but I dont feel like it. Who cares if my mom gets mad, Ill deal with it later.

So yesterday, I had this whole plan planned out. Yesterday was "The Day I Do Everything." Yeahup, even had a name for it cause Im lame. I cleaned my room, sort of finished homework, did laundry, and got to 50 cm of my Katamari Damacy game that Steven gave me the other day. (Its pretty addicting) Ah, Im kinda proud =) So around 5, I was halfway done with my "Day I Do Everything" plan when Cam calls, so I leave for Puente.

The only bad thing with hanging out is the pointless plans we make. We were originally supposed to go as one big group to watch a movie (we couldnt really decide) but guess not. We had to sneek in Cam and Sam because we only had enough money for two people, good thing we didnt get caught, but it was annoying cause we couldnt make up our mind. We were late for the movie and ran all the way AROUND THE WHOLE DAMM MOVIE THEATER when we finally get in our seats, and the movies about to start. So Cam gets a call, and says WERE IN THE FREAKING WRONG MOVIE THEATER, THEYRE WATCHING SEVEN POUNDS. WOW was all I could say. I sorta wanted to stay, but we left anyways. Now that I think about it, running around a movie theater is pretty fun. ha. But when we got there, we couldnt really find them, so we just went back to The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, which wasnt that bad. Ill give it a reluctant 7 outta 10. Lets just say it was very cliche, and you knew what was going to happen, so that sorta ruined it.

After that we all met up in the lobby and some of us were hungry. The movie ended around 9 so not a lot of places were open. In the end we walked all the way to Costco and ended up not eating anything at all, but going home. HA D:l
So today, we had plans to go to Speedzone, but guess not...

Kay, now my moms shouting at me, so I gotta go. HAPPY EVE OF NEW YEARS EVE everyone and seeya!

I AM

really, really tired today. God its like a hangover. We went snowboarding yesterday and yes, it was amazing. But as always, I. AM. REALLY. SORE. x[ I've really gotta work on my curving, but Im always paranoid from falling on my ass. We spent practically the whole day there: Waking up at 5 AM to leaving at 6 PM. Ahh yes, lets go again!

So now, I guess Im gonna have to start on the homework now. Ehh, parents ruin everything.

Oh and I had a haircut. Lets just say I miss my old hair.. a lot. My mom's never satisfied.

KARMA BOOST

Im pretty dissapointed in myself. Its been two days, and my rooms still messy. AHH, and my homeworks still undone. Tomorrow, Im just gonna dedicate myself to staying focused focused focused, so I guess its gonna be pretty busy, even though its Christmas.

I myspaced all morning today, but my mom called and said we got a hold of a couple of free tickets to Knotts and today was the final day to go. It was more of a REALLY REALLY last minute thing, but we went anyways and it was pretty fun the whole 2 hours we spent there. (they closed at 5) I think my karma is either really crappy or the most amazing luck in the world. Cause we split up into two groups: rollercoasterphobes/ not coasterphobes; so us, the not costerphobes, we first went to Ghostrider and it was great cause 1. its Christmas Eve 2. so theres no one in line (like NO ONE) 3. the weather was pretty nice 4. no lines 5. seriously no one.

So my phone started working again and I was taking pictures and everything. When it came to our turn (in the front row of course) I put my phone in my pocket, and when we got up to leave..it sorta..dissapeared. I was a little pissed, and it didnt really hit me that I was then in seriously deep shit that I lost my phone until we left the ride. So that sorta ruined my day.

When we were gonna leave, my aunt saw Snoopy and wanted to take a picture. I just wanted to go, but they still went anyways. So then, this young, pretty nice looking guy taps my shoulder and says the most beautiful words you could say: "Did you loose a phone?" And of course, you should know the rest. I got my phone back, out of all the people in the park, this guy finds me. He said he found it on one of the rides and he found me by looking at my pictures? Ehh yeah, but it was pretty nice of him. I was so happy I hugged him right when he took it out of his wonderful pocket. I felt a bit infinite afterwards and that I should help mankind or something. It's just that if we just left and didnt take a picture with Snoopy, I probably would have never gotten my phone back. idk, but after a full day of crap, this amazingly, epic act of kindness REALLY made my day and Christmas =)

Lesson Learned: STRANGERS ARE THE BEST PEOPLE TO GO TO WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE SHIT.

HOLDING IT IN(S THE WORST)

Okay okay, so today =) I woke up to a reallly messy room I dont remember messing. So I thought about cleaning it when I gotta call to leave. (we were going to Puente today) Looked at the mess, thought about it, annd nahhh. So I left the house with a messy room (idk, it just sorta bothered me for the whole day) and walked to Cam's house. We waited there for the other people and our rides and met up and whatnot.

Overall, today was pretty chill. TO BAD ONE PERSON COULDNT COME CAUSE THEIR PARENTS ARE SO PERVERTED AND RELIGIOUS D:l ahha, jest kidding, but seriously. To shorten it up:

• Lunch at Souplantation, yum. (saw the shedevil herself UHHH)
• PUENTE ALL DAY ahh my feet are gonna fall off.
• Those Macy's beds are quite the place to sleep.
• Wetzel's Pretzels (LESSON LEARNED: tell strangers your problems, theyre the best listeners/ and DONT HOLD IT IN (mentally and its good for your bladder)
• ^LONNGASS drive back home.
• Ironman, CHUBBY BUNNY, and really good udon noodles.

So we bought like, 3 LARGE lemonades from Wetzel's Pretzels. Yeah that pretty much ruined my system cause when we got picked up, we got stuck in traffic (Like really OMFJG im gonna kill myself and everyone in this car traffic [well mainly cause it occured to me that I really REALLY had to go] and the parent that was driving was asian STRICT (scary/ ahh lets just say I wanted to punch him so hed shutup [sorry]) but I couldn't really do much (talk, move, breath) without "triggering" that feeling cause I was seriously going to piss my pants. haah yeah, not fun. In the end, alls well that ends well. HAHAH l:D MM Christmas Eve already?

TUBE OF THE DAY

Reebok ad. Sure got me, just thinking bout it. yes?

I woke up at 7 this morning to my moms door poundings l:[ I couldn't really go back to sleep so I just laid in bed and stared at the ceiling for awhile before I got up cause it was nice to think about nothing for once.
**Hot showers while having a crappass cold are the best.

WINTER BREAK

So I was looking online, and I found my weekly horoscope. Here goes, straight from the net:

From Sunday, December 21 2008 - 12:00amTo Saturday, December 27 2008 - 11:59pm
Every day you may feel a strong need to be in total control of just about every situation that you deal with this Sunday. Being assertive never hurts unless you become too domineering. Communication and successful leadership qualities are in your favor this Monday. You are able to handle most any situation. You want adventure, freedom and to go where no one has gone. Your energy is high and your creative juices are flowing this Tuesday; ready to be applied to the work at hand. If you give your best effort now, considerable success will follow. Wednesday is the time for you to receive recognition. Peers and superiors give you credit for your hard work. Your ability to perceive other's thoughts may bring unexpected rewards on Thursday. Challenging authority and striving for success is on the agenda this Friday. Ambition is a powerful motivation and can lead you into conflict if you let it get out of control. You find yourself talkative and quick-witted this Saturday-- much to the amusement of those lucky enough to be around you just now. Ideas are clear and easy for you to come by. Fun conversations and political differences can be maneuvered through with great success. There is talk about living on the moon.

Well that last part was true, and who knows if Ima feel challenging authority and blahblahblah this week, but sound like this winter breaks gonna be fulla worthwhile FUN l:D

Alright, alrights. Soo, today we went to Pasadena to decorate ROSEPARADE floats in Pasadena, when the actual parades held in Anaheim. (ehh idk) Just ECGA stuff, but we were sorta killing flowers instead of.. growing them. I felt kinda bad, but the feeling passed. WE MET NDTITANLADY FROM YOUTUBE! pretty crazy stuff there ahaha. If you don't know her, look her up, her videos are pretty HAAH. We stayed basically the whole day and got free lunch even though we weren't supposed too, ahahha. Yeah it was a pretty chill day =) I'm not sure we're doing this again for Interact, but I'd do it again if I could. IDK, there's just something EXHILIRATING in getting flower pollen and glue on your clothes, hands, (up your nose D:l) damm, well not really. But it was FU-UUN. BONDING TIME ahhaha Karen took pictures, I would've taken them with my crappass phone, but I forgot it l:[ I'll post em up later, when I get them that is. so seeya.

** I'm freaking sick. On the last day of school for WINTER BREAK I get a COLD. and not just any crappy cold, one that turns your voice into what it shouldn't and makes you feel like shit in the mornings cold. DAMMIT. Lets just hope I get better till the big day. (FRIDAY!) Godamm, I can't even laugh right without my voice cracking D:l

Daily Dedications

1. Thanks for talking some sense into me when I really needed it.
2. You've been getting really complicating lately, not fun.
3. Why is it so hard to talk to you?
4. You keep thinking things you shouldn't, so stop. now.
5. Can't wait till that escape to the MOON. ha
6. This weather's AMAZING, so shutup.
7. Nice tree farm. Lets go again!
8. I just met you, and I like you already.
9. Friday nights are better than the last day of school, and that's saying something =)

Lets give her a (code) name: CLOCKS

You're starting to annoy me Clocks. I know you care, and you want whats best for me CLOCKS but seriously? I'm not your toy doll you can dress up and watch over every second of my life. One day I'm gonna grow up, and leave you, no matter how much you'd hate that, but this isn't your life, its MINE. I'm sorry if I haven't been acting the best lately but you're being too unresonable. (not to be too cliche) I know what I did was I guess "wrong" in your terms, but I know, you're gonna have to trust me. I'm not turning bad, and for god sakes I'm not doing drugs so cut the crap. I APPRECIATE you, and sometimes you get so AHHH, but still. STOP. WORRYING. OKAY. Im just glad your not like the other Clocks I know. You may be an old fashioned clock, and you may annoy me sometimes (A LOT [especially when you wake me up in the mornings]) but I know you care, and you want whats best for me CLOCKS. Seeya.

NOT TO BE TOO PICKY

Tomorrow's Friday, and for once, I'm not happy about that.. why?
I think I need a calender.... and this is the perfect one. yet, 24$ on a calender? nahhh.. not for any nostalgic plastic. Yes NOSTALGIC, which I've been feeling too much of lately.
DAILY DEDICATIONS

1. "You're being too depressing, stop it." haha
2. Oh that just made my day, thank you
3. I think it's better for you to stop thinking that.
4. hahha, Thanks for the shoelaces.

So I found this amazing video

Today was good, bright, too good, crap, shit, damm, NO, then really good again. yeah FUN.

Is it me or are the weeks getting LONGER. Usually I go through school, but the clocks seem so slow nowadays. Ahh just can't wait till December 18th and that. is. IT.

Im starting to get really tired again.. and not because of a lack of sleep. ....Well maybe a little. but I have to actually start paying attention in class. "You can get an A in class and not know anything your learning." <---That's me. dammm. and we have 3 tests on Friday, and I don't know anything. FUUUN.

Daily Dedications

1. You've gotta stop thinking what you think your thinking and actually LISTEN.
2. It may not seem like I care. But I do. You're just not paying attention.
3. I miss the old days, really.
4. Im sorry, I wish I could help but first things first, boost up that self esteem! =)
5. Your the only one I wouldn't have to worry about.. in a good way.
6. I wish I could talk to you, but I can't. I have nothing to say, I KEEP IT SHUT. You first.
7. Im serious about you writing down those fantastic ideas of yours. aha
   
8. "Your too generous to trifle with me.." HAHA

"Sunshine" by Nujabes is stuck in my head again..

HEADACHES

I should be doing homework but I just don't feel like it. Today was tard. (HOTHOTHOT) Maybe if that OTDH, maybe things would be better. But this is really something thats making me FEEL. LIKE. CRAP. lately. Everyone has so many PIJWICHT, but I can't. I have a lot to rethink about things..