Saturday, August 28, 2010

Sometimes when Im alone, I end up thinking too much & I start disagree with everything. I start to make up these silly things in my head that are not true, but claim to believe. Sometimes I have the feeling that everyone is against me. That one small favor is too much. A lot of times, I start to get nervous over silly things & feel sick to my stomach because I dont know what to do anymore about anything. You are everyone I really need to help me with all these thoughts. Yet all I feel is this empty space with me. I want to be okay. I want to stop thinking like this, to stop worrying. To stop making you so frustrated over something so worthless. I really dont feel okay anymore. Im basing my intentions on nonsense. I feel sad, angry, unreasonable, and most of the time, I dont have a reason to why.