Sunday, August 30, 2009

The Fuu

"Why is it when life gives you something great and makes it important, they snatch it away?" I hate these life quotes. But hopefully all will be good and it wont be as sweaty at night when we go to sleep.

Today Camerene and I took a route under the hundred degree sun, shielding away the nosy eyes of the passing town watching us run our troubles away. Constantly going in and out of extreme temperatures, I think I might get sick. Or is it just me? Neh, I hate tiny shoes in hot weather, they screw up your feet like you would never believe. & it still smells like hemp oil..

I’ve only been back at school since the 24th, and I already feel like its been a year. School makes me depressed. Or more of just this apathetic feeling you just want to get over with and forget. But Id have to say its pretty good. Im more hyper than usual.. Most people would say that they miss their late mornings and spontaneous times to have no end. This summer was amazing, but Id say I just miss last year; The memories I wish so much to experience again. It was a time we felt so much more full of shine, you practically radiated happiness. But I am craving another plane of existence that exists only in the past. Im just wasting my time. Time just needs to fast forward to December, or whenever that special day comes. Then maybe Ill get to see the shine in things again. But for now, we have to return to a school life of eat, sleep, repeat. How much more depressing can that get?

Ahh, Well Good night! Time to get started on my homework.

Friday, August 21, 2009

Eight Long Days

When everyday life seems so tainted with negativity and you want to wipe it off of yourself, there's usually something or someone who can do that for you pretty easily. I look to one of many inspirations. And you, who is very much missed, are the dream I never want to wake from. Living a tragic story that perhaps happens only in the movies. I find the world's universal ideas of what is sensible very fucked up. Leaving me at the end of the day with confused thoughts. A lot of confusing things are happening this summer, but Id still have to say it IS the best one yet. I guess the worst way to miss someone is when you realize you can't have them and might never see them again. But no worries! I'm currently in a wonderful mood despite to my train of thought and well being.

So Im finally back from our spontaneous trip to Orlando/ Bahamas. It was relaxing and almost everything Id imagined it to be and still is. Id recap everything in this post but I dont think I would have enough interest to. Kbye!

"Isnt the weather here in Florida amazing? Its a great place because Im the type of person who likes 90 degree humidity to rain at unknown times for only 5 minutes, Only to blow hurricane winds straight back to my ass." -Phil Tag

Thursday, August 20, 2009

I WANT IT

Converse Skidgrip - Expo Okinawa (Article)
Thanks to the Jams edition, the Converse Skidgrip is officially back on the map. The shoe features a pretty simple design, but with colorways like these, you could never say they are boring. Converse has just released a new Skidgrip model as part of their ongoing Expo Okinawa collection. The shoe features a black toe box with the remainder of the upper covered by a colorful gradient scheme that features warm colors on the outer half of the shoe with cool colors on the inner section. Merging shades of pink, purple and orange cover one half with blue, green and purple on the opposing side. A clean white midsole and laces help to balance out the color overload of the upper. If you are looking for a bold style to show off this spring, you can pick up a pair of these now at Flauge.




Friday, August 7, 2009

I Absolutely

adore the world wide mind of the internet. Easy access to anything just a click away. Really, anything you need to know or look up, its just. right. there. At the whir of you computer. Thanks to the Amazingly wonderful note I found (courtesy of google) ..I have hope again. I guess all that pain and worry was for nothing after all! Whoever thought of the internet & google searches, High five! Kbye.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

I Hate Facebook

Why the hell does everyone have a Facebook? Whats so wrong about Myspace? Or Blogger vs Tumblr, but its not as bad as Facebook. You cant even put your own songs on there or personalize it whatsoever. And everyone can read your comments. But everyone I know is leaving and they only all use Facebook. So Yes, I made one. SIGH. I dont know how this works, but come and find it if you have one.

^ Thats a rhetorical question you guys.

Monday, August 3, 2009

Looking Forward To

AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th AUGUST 9th
Finally some time away, with a refreshing 8 days ahead. You can say its been on my mind lately.

Ive managed to deal with the last two long ass days of DB Competitions over the weekend. Its 2 AM and everyone is dead asleep, which I should be too, but I feel like updating on my weekend first. These last few days were ordinary being exhausting, indecisive, and dramatic all at once. But still fun and pretty productive.

Thursday morning till the afternoon we went all throughout the town thinking of what to do when they finally leave to eat at Claim Jumpers, hang around SamAsh, and mini golf at Speedzone (waste of $6). Friday after more indecisive planning and a small delicious IHOP breakfast, we left for Six Flags pretty late and stayed there pretty much till the park closed. There were the FML moments and many nice ones but the day ended at Marquies house. It was relaxing then even though I was dead tired riding 3 rides with 5 hour waiting lines. Ah. We didnt get to see KevJumba and them though, sos sorta missed out on that. I got home a little too late, which wasnt enough time for the DB competions for the next two days. My mom woke me up supa hella early in the morning for Saturday and today to get ready even though our race started at noon. Eeh. But the good company and free food helped the hot beach breeze cool us off and keep everyone focused. So we managed to get a winning place in our races. I tried to catch up on my sleep when I got home, learn some new uke songs, and found so much more new better music I really cannot stop listening to right now. John Mayers "Stop This Train" has been on my repeat list for the whole competition. aha Our team went bowling to celebrate the end of the Races (which took all hella day long), yet here I am wide awake when Im supposed to be sound sleep and dreaming. But thats about it, Good 3:48 AM!

*Current State: "Alright" by Tree 63. You my dear friend are one strange soul indeed.

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Saturday, August 1, 2009

New Phase?

Why does this keep happening? This constant feeling of overwhelming realization that nothing will ever work out. Nothing will ever be better. There will be a time when we have only memories to cling to, so I know I have to accept what I have now. "But in our quest for our material wealth, money is money is money but love is divine." Isnt that so?

*Tie Dye, Im going to tie dye the world! Yay