What A Waste

So today was the worlds 81st Oscar premiere. I wish we could have went to Hollywood and seen it, I have this one fantasy to be at an Oscar premiere and everyone will be there. Then Ill be like, HA thats right. Im at the Oscars. Or at least meet a whole bunch of famouse people. Haaha, idk. Justa fanatasy that goes with my whole film director life. SIGH ahha, and am I the only one who noticed that most of the Oscars revolve around basically 5 movies? Theyre always in every category: Slumdog Millionaire, Milk, The Reader, Benjamin Button, Dark Knight, all the time. Idk, just a thought.

So I was sitting at home watching the Oscars just now, then my mom comes downstairs and sits with me. Its okay at first, but then my sister comes back home and looks at the TV and sits down to watch with us too. Its usually a tradition to watch the Oscars with just me and my mom, just some bonding time if you know what I mean. But my sister comes and ruins the experience. Were watching the Oscars and she keeps talking and wont shutup. "And were meeting with Robert Downing Jr. (HAHA ROBERT DOWNING JR, hey remember him in Tropic Thunder? Oh he was so stupid) ..And here we have the Best Supporting Actress (Ohh my god, is that the ice witch from Narnia? Jeez, shes so ugly rightright?)" WTH Im trying to watch the goddam Oscars and she keeps interrupting it with her unnesesary criticism. So I just got up and went upstairs to use the computer and I guess, finish up on my homework. But then my stepdad comes back home and him, being still mad from before, is stomping up the stairs and tells me I need to get off the computer. I tell him I need it for homework, and he tells me that him, my sister, and my mom are having a family meeting together and they need the computer and their room for an hour. I feel so left out. Is it really a family meeting? Where would I come in this? So now, Im downstairs in my grandparents room watching the Oscars by myself and using my moms laptop while they talk about who knows what without me in their "family meeting." Wow. Thanks you guys.

I WANT IT l:D

In an Absolut World

Id find a nice pair of better shoes tomorrow, annd that my 3 wishes would come true. Im so tired and sore, its seriosly not funny. We just came back from Bella Napoli/ Ten Ren so I cant really sleep it off. Fatass right? Yeah, Im really gonna start running now.

So today, lesson learned: Never go to another Battle of the Bands(lamee) again and stop worrying so much.

Im thinking of writing a story, or drawing some amazing art. I want to make my characters believable, but how much is necessary to make a character believable? When will I need to know why someone is making a particular choice, especially a choice they shouldn’t make, I think about why. I could add it to the story or I might not. Its complicating, but whatever.

**Sometimes I wonder when what I say is actually what I say myself. Its all just basically a mix of all the books, movies, and things Ive been through and see that make up what I say. Nothing new. You could say that sorta bothers me. I hate being so limited.

Dear American School System and the basic society as of now:
**Youre a sick fag. -------------> END. Applause appreciated.

[20:39] kaycyong: alright Sam *high five*
[20:40] SamXDla: *dodge and touch ur nose"
[20:40] kaycyong: haha?
[20:41] kaycyong: *Bend down and turn around and attempt high five again*
[20:41] kaycyong: : D
[20:42] SamXDla: "BEEP" Error : Your nose is missing
[20:42] kaycyong: : - D

Keep It Comin' Mr President

I dont know whats wrong with my computer screen, but the display is super huge and its sorta bothering me. Feeling for some Captain Crunch right now, I have to stock up on my glue supply anyways. Off to STATOR BROS! No school anyways right?

So yesterday from 6-12 at Banana Bay:




Its not all of them out of 545454875 billion pictures (not really) but theyre all from Darrens camera. So kudos to Darren. We basically ate dinner at Banana Bay then went to Aileens house afterwards. It was really annoying in the beginning because everyone didnt know anyone. It was all Los Altos people and the people I did know seemed mad and didnt want to talk. But it got a LOT better when we got to the house. Like from "shit face to ecstatic." Haha. At first, everyone was seperated (Walnut people & Los Altos) but then it got better and it was pretty great. Ahh I really wish I knew how to dance. D:l Then I got a ride home from Cindy without the parents knowing, my god. But last night was fun, thanks you guys. =)
**Afterlater, Darrens house lmfao. I slipped and fell into this huge mud puddle. My god, haha. Now Im super tired and ready for tomorrow. Kay, seeya!

Yesterday was a success, especially during lunch. And my sister bought me a Crush bottle, random. Well, after school, we chilled there for the longest time. But it was fun in a dramatic, cold, wet way =] Then we took the bus to Mt Sac and walked to Cams house. And then we basically just chilled there for the rest of the day:
-Fitness Room HOHO l:)
-Talktalktalktaltkltkaltaklk.
-Jessica Leaving/ Stator Bros./ Jack'nthe Box/ Super
-Anastasia VCR pickup/ Adit Leaving
-Dollar Tree/ Silly string fight HEHE/ Boba yum
-Feeling tired ass, then Subway and back to Cams house.

Today was tiring. I woke up at around 8 AM because John texted me. Then I myspaced for about a hour and went back to sleep. I had to wake up again at 2 because my parents invited over some old time friends for dinner (with their 2 children) Otherwise, I probably would have slept all through the day. I hate how parents think that just because kids are gonna be at a party, they think you're gonna have fun because you have someone to "connect" to. Ahh, yeah I was still pretty tired and I didnt care to remember my manner skills when I met them. Sorry, guys dont take it too personally. So we went shopping a little while afterwards at West Co. For some reason, shopping makes me really, super tired. More than I already was. But then I got better when we got to Jessicas house. Oh and I figured I really like Sour Patch Kids Watermelon Yum. So now were back at Cams and Im eating her delicious cupcakes that Darren made. Yeahh. Seeya and Happy Valentines Day everybody.

*To Mr Valentine: IRRWYCBH, BYPASU..AIOT. ILUS =)

Neil Gaiman, Youre One Hell of a Guy

“I've been making a list of the things they don't teach you at school. They don't teach you how to love somebody. They don't teach you how to be famous. They don't teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don't teach you how to walk away from someone you don't love any longer. They don't teach you how to know what's going on in someone else's mind. They don't teach you what to say to someone who's dying. They don't teach you anything worth knowing.”

I need a HUGE dose of Collegewood NOW. Why do people have to make things so complicated? No one lets you enjoy things for the longest time, they always have to change it.

I know I shouldnt worry, but I cant help but worry about what you wouldnt want me to worry about. If that made sense, Im sorry.. I have to stop.

Apathy by GP

I wish today was next week so that tomorrow I wouldnt have to worry about waking up and could just sleep in. But its not, and I have to worry, and I.. yeahhh. Today wasnt much.

So we were walking around Old Pasadena today and my mom calls to go back since were about to leave. When were walking back, this one tall white guy basically trips me and says "Ni hao." in my face. (in the most horrible american accent) I just keep going cause were in a hurry,but that sort of pissed me off. Camerene starts laughing and says "Did you hear what he said?" The group of people walking btw turns out that one of the girls with them said "What did you say?" and the guy that tripped me was like "That was HI in Japanese." What the hell man. What the hell. And it was certainly not Japanese. So I sorta got all down after that. But it was okay, I got over it.