was almost a fail. But it ended up actually pretty amazingly chill. I think the reason why I hate staying home is the loneliness. Theres something about staying home and doing nothing that makes you feel shitty and disconnected from the world. But then again, relaxing at home is nice once in awhile..
My parents have a thing against turning on the AC when it gets supa mofoing hot. I woke up to 80 degree weather this morning and couldnt fall back asleep. We baked another lasagna too but I say the first one we made for Bake Day was hella ass good, but this one was Aighhhte cause we had to do it Jeffs way.
Later on, Camerene texted me around 3 to meet up at Puente, so I got ready. Eh. Intense heat mixed with staying home with the parents for longass periods of time ruins my mood. So I guess thats part of the reason to why I sorta blew up on my mom today on our way to Puente. & I feel horrible. My mother gets so naggy about pointless crap sometimes, she just wont STFU. So I told her to, exact words. Then she got really quiet and I could tell I really hurt her. I dont hate my parents, theyre not even that bad, barely. So many other people have it worse than me. And I still have the nerve to complain. So when I got to Puente, I let it all out with all the cookies we decided to get and after a while, I felt better and calmed down. I thought about what I said to my mom and apologized to her on our way back home.
I love it when I come home to an empty house where I can just chill and do what I want. But I didnt feel like staying there this time so I dropped off my stuff and we chilled at Camerenes house for awhile till we met up with Sam. I went to get my PS2 to finish Sly Cooper (FUUN) and around 8 we left for Erics house. By then, I was in a somewhat infinite mood and even got this nice huge yellow balloon from the apartments that made my day. We stayed around Erics pretty late and it was for once really fun with James and the internet there. Bhah But before we knew it, time went by too fast and Sam said we had to go. Driving down Amar with the cool night air was a great way to the end of the day. When I got home, my mom greeted me at the door with a huge hug. I still feel bad for blowing up on her that morning, but Im glad she got over it. Im starting to love my summer, just a little.
Im hungry ahh Im feeling for some Dolla Stator Bros Choco Chip Cookies right now.. Seeya.