Lets give her a (code) name: CLOCKS

You're starting to annoy me Clocks. I know you care, and you want whats best for me CLOCKS but seriously? I'm not your toy doll you can dress up and watch over every second of my life. One day I'm gonna grow up, and leave you, no matter how much you'd hate that, but this isn't your life, its MINE. I'm sorry if I haven't been acting the best lately but you're being too unresonable. (not to be too cliche) I know what I did was I guess "wrong" in your terms, but I know, you're gonna have to trust me. I'm not turning bad, and for god sakes I'm not doing drugs so cut the crap. I APPRECIATE you, and sometimes you get so AHHH, but still. STOP. WORRYING. OKAY. Im just glad your not like the other Clocks I know. You may be an old fashioned clock, and you may annoy me sometimes (A LOT [especially when you wake me up in the mornings]) but I know you care, and you want whats best for me CLOCKS. Seeya.

NOT TO BE TOO PICKY

Tomorrow's Friday, and for once, I'm not happy about that.. why?
I think I need a calender.... and this is the perfect one. yet, 24$ on a calender? nahhh.. not for any nostalgic plastic. Yes NOSTALGIC, which I've been feeling too much of lately.
DAILY DEDICATIONS

1. "You're being too depressing, stop it." haha
2. Oh that just made my day, thank you
3. I think it's better for you to stop thinking that.
4. hahha, Thanks for the shoelaces.

So I found this amazing video

Today was good, bright, too good, crap, shit, damm, NO, then really good again. yeah FUN.

Is it me or are the weeks getting LONGER. Usually I go through school, but the clocks seem so slow nowadays. Ahh just can't wait till December 18th and that. is. IT.

Im starting to get really tired again.. and not because of a lack of sleep. ....Well maybe a little. but I have to actually start paying attention in class. "You can get an A in class and not know anything your learning." <---That's me. dammm. and we have 3 tests on Friday, and I don't know anything. FUUUN.

Daily Dedications

1. You've gotta stop thinking what you think your thinking and actually LISTEN.
2. It may not seem like I care. But I do. You're just not paying attention.
3. I miss the old days, really.
4. Im sorry, I wish I could help but first things first, boost up that self esteem! =)
5. Your the only one I wouldn't have to worry about.. in a good way.
6. I wish I could talk to you, but I can't. I have nothing to say, I KEEP IT SHUT. You first.
7. Im serious about you writing down those fantastic ideas of yours. aha
   
8. "Your too generous to trifle with me.." HAHA

"Sunshine" by Nujabes is stuck in my head again..

HEADACHES

I should be doing homework but I just don't feel like it. Today was tard. (HOTHOTHOT) Maybe if that OTDH, maybe things would be better. But this is really something thats making me FEEL. LIKE. CRAP. lately. Everyone has so many PIJWICHT, but I can't. I have a lot to rethink about things..